ATBWSTBP Chapter 85
by VolareChapter 85: Jin Baiyan’s Past
Jin Mother sat across from Bai Xian, her face filled with guilt.
She pressed her hand to her chest and slowly began to speak.
…
This matter has been weighing on my heart for a long time.
Over the years, I’ve been thinking that our current situation is also retribution for our wrong decision back then.
Less than half a year after you were born, your father and I noticed something was wrong with you.
The doctor diagnosed you with congenital autism, saying you would never get better!
Your father and I were stunned at the time!
We were afraid of being laughed at by your second and third uncles, and also afraid that your grandfather would find out about your problem, and wouldn’t want to give Jin Corporation to your father!
In the end, after discussing it, we used the excuse of sending you to your maternal grandfather’s place.
You didn’t even have a name when you were sent away.
Your maternal grandfather named you Bai Xian.
I secretly went to see you once. At that time, you could still say a few words from time to time.
I remember, when you were over two years old, there was a toddler who had just learned to crawl following you around. You even helped him make formula and change diapers.
That same year, your maternal grandfather died in a car accident.
When I received the news and rushed over, you had already fainted.
From then on, you never spoke or showed any emotions again.
I found many doctors and told them that you used to be able to talk, laugh, and do things, but they didn’t believe me!
I wanted to find the child you took care of again, but he had already been taken away by the people from the orphanage, and no one knew where he was taken!
After your father was diagnosed as unable to have any more children, you became our only hope.
I found many experts, but they all said there was no hope.
The High Priest of the Law Painting Temple told me that your destiny was lacking earth, and you needed to find someone with a naturally strong earth element to improve.
The first time I saw Jin Mo, I recognized him as the child you met when you were young.
Especially when I saw that you ignored everyone else, but only held Jin Mo’s hand, I was even more certain.
I just didn’t expect that after twenty years, you would return here again.
This old house is your maternal grandfather’s house!
I lived here for eighteen years, and you lived here for three years.
Your feelings for this place are actually deeper than mine!
All I ever thought about was leaving this place, so I never cared about it.
But you thought about returning here! Even with amnesia, you still found your way back here!
Baiyan, Mom is ashamed!
If I hadn’t returned to the room and seen that fairy-like mountain on the opposite side, I wouldn’t have known that this was actually where I lived.
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When Jin Mother said this, both Bai Xian and Jin Mo were very surprised.
They looked at each other and saw a hint of astonishment in each other’s eyes.
It turned out that their fates were connected even earlier.
When he was still Little Mo and he was still Bai Xian, the two of them were already linked together.
“Jin Mother, how did you know that the child was me!”
Jin Mo turned his head and looked at Jin Mother, asking a question.
Jin Mother pointed to the back of Jin Mo’s ear, “You have a small mole behind your ear!”
Jin Mo turned his head and put his ear in front of Bai Xian.
“Bai Xian, take a look!”
Bai Xian chuckled and raised his hand, pinching Jin Mo’s earlobe, and looked behind it.
There was indeed a black mole.
“Is there?” Jin Mo turned his head and asked.
Bai Xian nodded, a smile on his lips, “Yes!”
Jin Mo laughed twice.
Jin Mother looked at their interaction, as if no one else was present, and her heart was filled with mixed feelings.
…
That black mole of yours wasn’t what I saw, it was what your maternal grandfather told me in a message before he passed away.
He also said that Little Mo was Bai Xian’s cure and told me to never separate the two of you.
He didn’t know if you were an abandoned child. You appeared out of nowhere in his car.
At that time, you had just learned to crawl!
When he found you, you were lying in Bai Xian’s arms, giggling non-stop.
Bai Xian was only two and a half years old at the time, but he hugged you tightly! A smile appeared on his face that he had never seen before.
He sent almost ten messages in total, but unfortunately, his phone was broken, and these messages couldn’t be sent.
I only saw these messages later when I received your maternal grandfather’s belongings.
When I turned around to look for you again, it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and besides, I didn’t really believe it at the time! I didn’t try my best to find you.
It wasn’t until the High Priest of the Law Painting Temple reminded me again that I believed it!
After seeing you get better, I forgot about the past.
Especially when I saw that you had feelings for Jin Mo, I wanted to separate you two.
You are our only son, and the family has such a large industry, how can we have no descendants!
The farce three years ago almost led to the destruction of our family!
Baiyan, Jin Mo, I’m sorry!
First, for sending you to your maternal grandfather’s place when you were young, making you witness your maternal grandfather’s accident.
Second, for only caring about my own comfort and enjoyment over the years, and not fulfilling my responsibilities as a mother.
Third, for forcing you to get engaged three years ago, which almost killed Jin Mo!
Fourth, even today, I’m still fantasizing about separating you two!
Baiyan, whether you choose to be Bai Xian or Jin Baiyan, you are my son!
No matter how wrong I’ve been in the past, I want to tell you that Mom loves you!
Bringing Qingqing here this time was because I was blinded by my own desires.
Now, even if I want her to go back, she won’t listen to me.
If she wants to break you two up, her methods shouldn’t be honorable, so you two should be careful.
I will leave tomorrow morning.
Alas! I also regret it very much. Since things have come to this, I can’t do anything even if you resent me or hate me!
Jin Mo, Baiyan, I’m really sorry!
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After Jin Mother finished speaking, she turned her head slightly and wiped the corners of her eyes.
“Jin Mother, forget it, don’t be so upset. As long as Pei Qingqing doesn’t give up, Bai Xian and I will have to face her sooner or later!”
Jin Mother reached out and patted Jin Mo’s arm, and stood up.
“I’ll go back first!”
After speaking, she left the small kitchen.
Xiao Feiwu got up, closed the door of the small kitchen leading to the living room, and walked back.
“What does Mrs. Jin mean?” Xiao Feiwu sat down, looked at this one, looked at that one, and asked.
Jin Mo raised his eyebrows, bared his teeth, and leaned into Bai Xian’s arms.
“Bai Xian, do you think what Jin Mother just said is true or false?” Jin Mo rubbed his forehead against Bai Xian’s chin and asked.
“Who cares about her?”
“Oh! But, she said that I met you when I was little, I seem to have a tiny bit of memory of that! What about you?”
Only after asking did he realize that he had asked a stupid question.
“Ah, I forgot, you have amnesia, not to mention things from when you were little, you don’t even have memories from when you were older!”
Bai Xian smiled and shook his head.
Jin Mo was stunned for a moment, not understanding what Bai Xian meant by shaking his head.
Bai Xian lowered his head and saw Jin Mo’s confused expression.
“I remember a little!”
“Ah? Do you mean that after Jin Mother finished speaking, you remembered a little?”
Bai Xian nodded.
Jin Mo suddenly became interested.
Xiao Feiwu and Xu Jiahao also looked at Bai Xian in shock.
Bai Xian was only two or three years old at that time, but he already had memories. What kind of gifted person is this!
“Tell me, what did you remember?” Jin Mo looked at Bai Xian with great interest, smiling, and his hands were still scratching Bai Xian’s back from time to time.
Bai Xian raised his hand, pressed his forehead, closed his eyes, pondered for a while before opening his eyes.
“Eyes!” He pointed at Jin Mo’s eyes and said.
Jin Mo was confused, “What eyes?”
Bai Xian’s lips curled up, and his eyes were smiling.
“Your eyes!”
“You said you remember my eyes?”
Bai Xian nodded.
“You chose me in the orphanage also because you recognized my eyes?” Jin Mo asked in disbelief.
Bai Xian nodded, raising his hand and gently stroking Jin Mo’s eyes.
“What else?” Jin Mo blinked and asked again.
Bai Xian’s face suddenly turned red, and his eyes darted around.
Jin Mo suddenly felt surprised, not knowing what Bai Xian had thought of, that he was actually shy, it probably wasn’t something that could be said in public.
He waved his hand at the two people in the back who were staring with wide eyes, waiting for the next line.
“You two should clean up the kitchen!”
After speaking, he pulled Bai Xian, “Let’s go, let’s go back to the room and talk.”
Xiao Feiwu and Xu Jiahao simultaneously made a “tch” sound, stood up together, gave Jin Mo a contemptuous look at the same time, and finally walked to the sink side by side and started washing dishes.
Jin Mo laughed “gaga gaga” and was suddenly picked up by Bai Xian.
Before leaving, Jin Mo gave Xu Jiahao a look.
Xu Jiahao pondered for a moment and understood.