AGMATSWHLMAR Chapter 73
by VolareTang Yun had accidents early in life. Since Ruan Tang had memories, he had been sick countless times, each time relying on himself and medical robots to get through it.
Being taken care of and comforted with pheromones by elders during illness was an experience almost every AO child had, but for Ruan Tang, it was a novel experience…
Feeling the cool, broad palm of the ALPHA, bringing him comfortable sensations, and the faint, soothing scent of his pheromones.
Ruan Tang felt extremely peaceful and tranquil, as if all his restlessness had been smoothed out.
He had a feeling of being extremely cherished and cared for, and in the embrace of these pheromones, he seemed to have found the sense of security he had longed for and missed for so long…
“My Lord…” In a daze, Ruan Tang’s eyes did not open, but his voice was a little louder.
“You’re awake? How do you feel now? Are you still uncomfortable?” Hearing his voice was a little louder, Auston thought he was awake and immediately asked nervously.
Ruan Tang tried his best to open his eyes, but he couldn’t open them no matter what. But even so, he felt that Auston, who was with him during his illness, was simply too gentle to be real.
Completely different from usual, but it couldn’t help but make him more and more infatuated, sinking into it.
Because of the high fever, he couldn’t even tell whether it was reality or his dream.
“My Lord, I seem to smell the scent of your pheromones, it’s a milk candy flavor with cream, so sweet… It makes people want to eat it…” He took a deep breath of the pheromone scent from the ALPHA, and mumbled in a half-dreaming state.
Auston didn’t expect that he would smell the scent of his pheromones, and his fur stood on end instantly. He retorted, “You’re talking nonsense, the scent of my pheromones is clearly Baileys Irish Cream, an alcohol scent… How could it be milk candy flavor?”
This was also one of the reasons why he didn’t like releasing his pheromones. As the widely known Bluebeard Duke of Imperial Star, an ALPHA, the scent of his pheromones actually smelled like a girly sweet flavor.
Auston was also desperate about this.
He would rather the scent of his pheromones be like stinky tofu than accept that his pheromones had this flavor.
Ruan Tang heard his exasperated rebuttal, but he laughed vaguely, almost unconsciously sniffing the source of the milk candy flavor, and kissed Auston’s neck all at once, mumbling, “But it’s really sweet.”
Auston didn’t expect Ruan Tang to do this. Feeling an itch on his neck, he was immediately emotionally excited and let go of Ruan Tang, “You… what are you doing?”
His whole body was red from the roots of his ears to his cheeks, looking like a young woman who had been molested.
He never thought that this OMEGA was so dissolute, kissing him was one thing… He actually… actually licked him…
The warm and slightly slippery touch of his lips was on his neck, passing in an instant, leaving only a little bit of moist watermark with hot breath remaining on his skin.
A gust of wind blew, and it suddenly cooled down, and when he touched his neck again, the moisture had already dried.
Auston’s heart was like being scratched by a cat, and immediately set off waves, itchy and painful, and could not be calm for a long time. He couldn’t tell what this feeling was, it was very strange.
But he knew clearly that he liked this feeling, a feeling that he couldn’t quite describe.
But it was so dangerous that he wanted to avoid it, not wanting to release the beast in his heart…
“I didn’t do anything, I just wanted to taste your flavor, it’s really sweet.” But this OMEGA who provoked him and almost opened the cage of the giant beast in his heart had no awareness of being in danger, and was still trying to seduce him to death.
Auston glared at him angrily and said fiercely, “I think you’re almost better, I’ll let the robot come over to take care of you, I’ll leave first.”
As soon as the words fell, he turned around and wanted to leave…
Ruan Tang might still be a little confused from the fever. Feeling that he was about to leave, he subconsciously grabbed his sleeve lightly.
“You… what are you doing?” Auston looked at Ruan Tang’s soft and weak appearance with his eyes closed, and he didn’t know how to deal with it.
Ruan Tang’s mind was still not very clear, and he had been comforted by Auston’s soothing pheromones for almost a night. In addition, he had deep feelings for Auston, and suddenly had the illusion that Auston was actually his guardian. He closed his eyes in a daze, and whispered coquettishly, “…I want to hear a story.”
When his brother and mother had accidents one after another, Ruan Tang was still a child. Suddenly, the sky fell, and he no longer had the qualifications and rights to listen to bedtime stories every night.
He could only watch enviously as other children were coaxed and listened to stories… The bedtime stories of his mother and brother were the most nostalgic memories of his distant childhood.
But after growing up, even if his brother and mother were well, it was difficult for him to express such a wish as such a big person.
Therefore, after being taken care of by Auston all night, when his brain was not very clear, he almost asked for his long-awaited request and regret without thinking.
Auston was directly stunned on the spot, and said without thinking, “Are you dreaming? How could I tell stories?”
This OMEGA is really getting more and more outrageous after being sick. Not only is he more delicate, but even his coquettish skills have increased N times… It’s simply troublesome.
“…I don’t care, I just want to hear it.” After a serious illness, OMEGA may experience a period of infantilization due to the weakness of both body and mind.
And Ruan Tang’s spoiled behavior was even more thorough in infantilization. He asked pitifully, “Can’t I?”
Auston originally wanted to turn around and leave, but looking at Ruan Tang’s innocent and well-behaved appearance, his heart suddenly softened by a large part, and he gave up his principles again, and asked irritably, “What do you want to hear?”
“I want to hear *Grimm’s Fairy Tales*.” Ruan Tang’s goal was very clear.
How could Auston tell any *Grimm’s Fairy Tales*? But fortunately, the current technology is developed, and he can search the Internet even if he can’t tell them.
Looking at a series of *Grimm’s Fairy Tales* content labeled as children’s books, he felt goosebumps all over his body.
But looking at Ruan Tang’s pitiful appearance waiting to hear stories, he could only bite the bullet, lower his voice, and tell Ruan Tang stories with a voice that was completely incompatible with the stories: “Once upon a time, in a faraway country, there was a king and a queen…”
What goes around comes around, it was Ruan Tang who told stories to coax him to sleep before, and this time it was his turn to coax Ruan Tang.
OMEGA always likes to sleep when he is sick. Auston didn’t know how long he had told him stories. After tossing around for a while, Ruan Tang fell asleep again.
It was already night when Ruan Tang woke up completely.
Dazed and confused, he didn’t know how long he had slept. When he opened his eyes again, the first thing he saw was the young man who had been tormented by him to the point of exhaustion, with obvious dark circles under his eyes, who was now leaning against his headboard and taking a nap.
The half-asleep young man had handsome features, with a high nose bridge, deep eye sockets, and golden curly hair. The only flaw was that his angular face was disfigured by something.
A third of it was occupied by scarlet and hideous scars, which looked terrifying and frightening.
In fact, he should have guessed it long ago. From the beginning of his marriage with Auston, the series of changes in Auston’s attitude towards him were all caused by this male servant. From his habit of drinking coffee, to the changing of the routine of the entire mansion, and the male servant’s unusually large and daring to talk about the master… Everything was traceable…
It’s just that the person involved is confused. He has already determined that they are two completely different people based on his first impression. ‘Seth’ rarely appears, and he is too busy to spend any effort on investigating this male servant.
That’s why he ignored the truth and missed countless opportunities to see Auston’s identity clearly.
And he finally understood the reason why Auston repeatedly rejected him, and turned a blind eye to his pursuit even though he liked him. Auston’s mask was taken off in front of him from the beginning, but he never noticed…
Loving a person to the extreme, even if that person is turned to ashes, and covers his whole body tightly without revealing an inch of skin, he can still recognize that person.
He kept saying that he liked Auston, Auston was in front of him every day, even with disguise and deliberate hiding… He never recognized him.
No wonder Auston would reject his ‘superficial’ love.
Thinking of Seth’s sentence a few days ago: “Do you understand the real My Lord?”
Ruan Tang suddenly understood where the crux of the deadlock in his relationship with Auston lay.
It would be particularly unbelievable for anyone to pretend to be a male servant and come to his side to have fun, but it was so natural and reasonable for it to happen to Auston.
Ruan Tang stared at the half-asleep ALPHA in a daze, as if he was seeing him for the first time, and began to try to reinterpret this person with his heart.
Auston was not sleeping deeply in the first place. Being stared at by Ruan Tang like this, he immediately woke up alertly, just in time to meet Ruan Tang’s black and white eyes. Seeing that Ruan Tang was awake, he immediately asked nervously, “You’re awake? How do you feel now? Are you still uncomfortable?”
“Seth, have you been taking care of me all night?” Ruan Tang stared at the ALPHA in front of him, knowing that he didn’t want to reveal his identity, he immediately chose to put his vest back on for him.
Even knowing that he might not be worthy of Auston, but remembering the warmth that Auston had given him more than once, and his gentle and meticulous care for him during his illness, Ruan Tang finally felt that he could not let go.
Even if it was a routine, it was selfish, he must get this ALPHA.
Auston then realized that he wanted to come secretly when he came last night, and he didn’t wear a mask or a wheelchair at all. In Ruan Tang’s eyes, he was still a male servant. He immediately woke up with a jolt, and entered the role in seconds and responded, “…Yes, Madam.”
Fortunately, fortunately Ruan Tang was confused and unconscious from the fever last night, he didn’t open his eyes, and he couldn’t remember clearly, so his vest had not fallen off, and he could continue to act.
“…Last night, did My Lord come to see me? I seemed to dream about him yesterday.” Seeing him put on his vest without hesitation, Ruan Tang immediately cooperated and asked softly.
Auston wanted to cut off his thoughts about him, so that he would not have unrealistic fantasies about him, and replied, “He didn’t come. I have been taking care of you all night.”
He was not by Ruan Tang’s side when Ruan Tang was most vulnerable and needed him the most. Ruan Tang should not like him anymore, right?